Maria’s quest for a healthier body!

Thanks everyone for the advice on my last blog. I really do appreciate it. I let myself wallow a little more yesterday evening and continue the binge, it was controlled bingeing! I had some cereal and some crackers and cheese, not too much. I have all this great food in my house and I ate pretty much crackers and cheese for dinner??? hmmmm. that doesn’t make sense!

So I also let myself be lazy, I think sometimes no matter how much I try and convince myself to do something i just can’t seem to get the motivation!! But I figured one evening of lazy is NOT going to undo all I have done. So I had a lazy evening and I went to bed last night thinking about how motivated I was going to be today!!!

So here I am, blogging before work. Gonna try my very very best to make good choices in work. I have to eat lunch, dinner and tomorrow’s breakfast there so we’ll see how it goes. I will try though, and I will think of this blog everytime I am about to make a bad choice.

No exercise today as I’m in work but work is pretty active so that’s ok.

I also got to thinking about my goal weight. When I started this (at 225lbs) I really though 180 would be fine for me. I thought because I was tall and broad that this would be ideal. Seems I’m not as tall as I thought. Also, I’m not as broad as I thought. I think I just always felt bigger than I was because of being overweight. If this makes sense to anyone. So now that I am at 189, I know that in another 9lbs I will not be at a suitable goal for my body, My belly is still way to big and this is unhealthy. So I will wait till I get to 180 which will be in the next few weeks hopefully and then I will decide on a new goal. Probably 165lbs.

Ok, so off to work. Have a good day everyone. It is raining here, so it is just as well I’m going to work because I would just be lazy instead! lol!